5 years it was not a joke!

5 years, 5 years it was , not a joke,
baby with your allegations i choke.
You were my beauty, my graceful queen,
your love took me to Places i’ve never been.

My fantasies,my tales, my stories,
would start just with you,
cause u were my life,
for you everything i’d do.

You live next door, easy to stare,
with you everyday was a ‘fair’.
This dreams was so crazy,
i was gasped with no time.
I didnt knew ahead love,
how hard was my climb.

Till your hands were in mine,
i didnt realize the time,
i metioned above wat a crazy dream it was.

Now then your love is false,
wonder how hard i fall,
i cant stand up now i only crawl.

Im a guy i need to be tough,
but your love got me so weak,
got me so rough.

I sneek through through my balcony,
i watch u next door,
rush through the balcony,cross all floors,
a glance of you,explanation i need.
What was that? My dead love plead.

My tears cry for justice,
my soul pricks, my heart dont beat anymore,
oh! Your love has turned me so cold.

Now the time has covered my wounds,
with layers of love n support,
Im now better, i try to push u off.

But your name always turns up,,
i tell everyone im moved on,
i tell evryone im ur so gone.

But REALLY? Im I really above evrything we had?
Yes it still makes me sad ,im still so mad,
but im also very glad….

And i thank all my folks ,
cause without, them miss ditcher this betrayal,
of 5 years wud have turned me into a joke…
Now do you hear me girl…
5 years it was not a joke…..

(this poem is for chandan my fellow friend blogger..it still is incomplete..i cudnt capture the pain it has to go thru editing this is rough still…n still needs work…but i posted it for the restless soul..)

The Story Stays Untold

The story starts with his beauty,
Your smile gives a threat to the setting sun,
Your eyes have the serenity of the forest woods,
Your frangrance like the first drop of fresh rain.

Your hair like the gushing waves,
your skin has a touch of pearl,
Your lips as the petal of rose.

Your anger like the fire ball rising sun,
you keep your legs on the ground,
but you are on cloud nine.

You stand in the fire being unburn,
You gave the heart those beautiful feelings,
You the world a better reason,
to live , to survive, to hold on.

All those shakespeare poems just describes you,
for u all the fair maidens foul,
the story goes on and on….
The story stays untold.

Passion of my love (the guy behind my poems)

A chestnut brown eyed boy,
my dear, manly but shy,
there along my poems he lie,
behind my poems, my guy.

Dark blonde beauty espoinage,
my every step is seized in his eyes,
his hands holds my day…
His eyes embrace as i lay.

His presence is undeniable,
his breathe has my essence,
his passion for which,
i’ve fall prey.

His lips control my movement,
as i breathe with his scent,
i close my eyes with his love,
cause in his arms my dreams come alive.

This is my love with whom i dont have to try,
readily my love comes espy….
He gives me a reason to write..
Behind my poems my guy……

Finding my perfect love???

Losing faith on love is an easy thing for me, nobody asks u to believe in love u just do..i did too…but escaped the fantasy too early as i realized that love makes u lose sight of reality. My mom and dad love eachother very much but as everybody they have regrets about life, about each other, about love..and what is true love? What my mom dad has or what i’ve never seen before. Love is best feeling takes u soaring above and stuff….there are so many things confusing me ..n im confused with the idea of love.
so i’ve never loved anybody , so my prince doesn’t prevail and my hands are empty, and my soul is alone..so i find love the perfect love definition, my perfect life,…my perfect love…..

I miss you love….the lost love’s creed….

I miss u love, i miss u, u are in every part of me, in my every breathe, in my every thought.
Right at the end of my finger there use to be you hand asking me to hold you,there close to my eyes there is your eyes so intensely making me dizzy.there close to your lips lies mine asking me to love you again…a little shrud and u’re GONE all the things shatter into pieces and that moment of promise gets replaced by ‘I dont love you anymore’ and love gets replaced by pain absolutely heartbreaking.

My eyes rain and heart aches , i suffocate…is it too late? is this heartache forever..when come u change evrything around me….but when leave you leave everything normal except me…….