Finding my perfect love???

Losing faith on love is an easy thing for me, nobody asks u to believe in love u just do..i did too…but escaped the fantasy too early as i realized that love makes u lose sight of reality. My mom and dad love eachother very much but as everybody they have regrets about life, about each other, about love..and what is true love? What my mom dad has or what i’ve never seen before. Love is best feeling takes u soaring above and stuff….there are so many things confusing me ..n im confused with the idea of love.
so i’ve never loved anybody , so my prince doesn’t prevail and my hands are empty, and my soul is i find love the perfect love definition, my perfect life,…my perfect love…..