I WANNA RUNAWAY …………. [MOM AND DAD]

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I wanna runaway to somewhere,
someplace,
and never return…,
cause i dont wanna be with you,
mom and dad,
and see you fight and cry,
those tears which dont mean a thing to you,
the pain that you never feel in me,
tha hate you play dat only i see,
you make me fall out of Love,
yet again,
you tear the fairy tales apart,
gift me a box of painful fights in night,
and in mornings i surprise you with my swollen eyes
funny mess isnt it,
makes me numb yet i burn,
so, i wanna runaway to somewhere someplace ,
and never return.

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UNDER MY BEDSHEET…………

Under my bedsheet ,
crawls sadness,
horrrifies my skin,
and seeps in,
dilates my pupil, force shuts my eye,

and then i know ‘this is it’.

Dark room and a lonely girl,
weeps in scary screams,
bangs her head so forcefully,
around the four walls,
of the room,
her screams creates a pit in my soul,
as her terryfying eyes look sore,
she screams ‘Why me’?,
she screams ‘Why this’?,
makes you wonder what happened to her…..

she is helpless,
she is in force of dark,
she is crying, she is trying,
but nothing to her helps….
the pain drags her in the dark…
and now nowhere she is to be seen
just a cold and numb,
ambience is left in the scene…..

i open my eyes to the scars of the heat,
just rushed to my mind, open eyed,
how much i want what happened to her,
to be dream,
but lonely girl is real,
THE LONELY GIRL IS ME……………

 

THERE IS SO MUCH,……

HEY, THIS YEAR HAS BEEN SUPER BUSY WITH MY FASHION SCHEDULE BUT IT HAS BEEN AN AMAZING SIDE ..A NEW WORLD I DISCOVERED,I LOVED…IT IS NOT ABOUT ONLY MY ILLUSTRATIONS ANYMORE, NOW ITS MY ONLY PASSION, I WISH I COULD SHARE IT WITH ALL OF YOU BUT I HAVE JUST BEEN TOO BUSY……

  SO THERE IS JUST SO MUCH I NEED TO DO..IN LINE, A FASHION BOG IS WHAT IM THINKING OF GETTING STARTED WITH TO SHOWCASE MY ILLUSTRATION AND THE ART I DO BUT BEFORE THIS I HAVE AN EXHIBITION WHICH WILL BE DISPLAYING OUR PRODUCT..SO IM IN RUSH TO MAKE SOME … HUH THIS COURSE IS GONNA END IN 3 MONTHS AND IM EXTREMELY SAD I DON’T  WANT IT TO END WANNA LEARN MORE ABOUT THIS FASCINATING FILED I LOVE….SO ANYWAYS SOONER OR LATER I WILL BE OPENING FASHION BLOG AND PLEASE BE A PART OF IT…AND WISH ME LUCK FOR MY FUTURE EXHIBITION N CAREER  ..LOVE YOU GUYS!