It’s all a Lie…..

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US……

i see us,

i don’t know how to feel about,

knowing it was us ,

know you are you ,

and i well i’m just me,

i sit weaving our memories to better ends,

knowing there are no threads left,

my silence consumes me,

and i know there is no ‘Us’ left,

i don’t know what ill do ahead,

seeing you wont be there ever,

 i have no hopes left,

i’m drowning,

remembering ‘Us’ again……..

 

love you or hate you………….

how much i try to run away,

from the fact that,

you don’t mean anything to me anymore,

but it stays,

i have predetermined my sole condition,

 i know i’m a waste,

i feel cold, 

and when i look at you i melt,

i dot understand your powers,

they make me haste,

for a better me or worse ,

i cant say,

but you are the only thing i love the most,

and so also that i hate………….

SCARS……….

i smile so much more,

but its never the same,

my laughter fills the room with smiles,

but my soul still shares the shade,

though after such a long time,

happiness has met my fate,

but still why its not the same.

 

empty heart is what i deal with now,

just vacant goals now bore,

i feel like the wave of the sea,

who meets but never stays with the shore,

though everything now has turned right,

i wish it was the same again,

cause when i see the ‘old me’ from afar,

i’m never the same,

now i bear scars!

 

MY HEART UPON YOU……….

I find for a place,

being told,

somewhere i am myself,

but without my heart,

cause i wish it upon you,

upon your soul,

my aces die for your stills,

and your in existence yet kills,

i do still slip few tears,

in your lies,

and i wish your truth confronted my sight,

but sure you’r long gone,

and i hate to admit,

the muse ‘we are so done’,

but still ,

i find a place,

being told,

somewhere i am myself,

but without my heart,

cause i wish it upon you,

upon your soul,

i love you…………