I couldn’t explain
how being in the between felt like,
Of assumption and thoughts could all be baseless.
I breathed doubt’s on afternoons,
And night were spent in despair.
How must love be felt?
How must be another soul dealt?
How must I be of someone else’s
When I never could love myself?
Tell me that you never loved me,
Throughout i see just lies,
Whenever i write about love,
You just crawl up my head,
I break myself open,
Never have i lost you in myself,
I killed myself with your love,
Nothing i regret,
Through and through my pages,
Your lies falls down sweet,
As i feed on them on a binge,
So tell me you never loved me,
I’d care less,
Cause I’ve fallen for you,
Nothing i regret……
My hands working on dirty white sheets,
the bright yellow sun gives dark shadows,
im tired of all the love,life n pleads,
it turns cold around and i fell close,
a ray straight on my face, shivery dose.
A very blurred picture stands straight,
my hrt skips few beats,
i try to catch u it but its too late,
after so many losing i doubt my fate,
a very slow whisper shakes me up,
a very u feel winds all the stuff,
it makes me mad,reatless n angry,
the signs u give r so clue free,
i drop dead with noone just alone,
but stand back, n all the feelings ,
come back of you, which now ,
I SURELY OWN!