Fear of Unknown

Tears drown me at night,
A slight ache I bear all day,
Afternoons rust this restlessness,
And stumbles the scared evening again.

I keep the doors closed,
Though my heart can’t bear this wind,
Nor my trembling thoughts would calm,
Staring across this pettish mind of mine.

Screams empty of voice,
Fills the sanity of my soul,
Still no peeks no cares,
Erase  this fear,
This fear of Unknown.

25 March 2017
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Rust on my paintings.

Rust on my paintings
Vaguely cries
A fair so sadly
Debts me overpriced
Oblivious to insolent
No gasps of surprise
As the time falls over
Rust on  paintings
Vaguely cries.


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This is my recent painting ‘Delirium’.
[If you want to buy the original or a print contact me]

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Her colors.

She endeavored to erase her fears
Her chastity needed to be firm
Amongst the crowd she craved appreciation
Or a fanciful applaud to endure.

Like a pagan she grew from the soil
But her feets were curdled in froths of dark
Whenever she failed to taste dear victory,
She howled to herself,
She needs her compromising.

But violet were her dreams
And discolored her fractions,
Sour her words
And bitter her artistry.

A girl with a lilac face
Covered in Black History.

Gambling again.

Sublime a curse this fortnight,
A bijou wordplay be spared,
Causality of this sin be overlooked,
I’m falling in love unfair.

A peril custody has escaped,
But shattering delinquent,
Never retires this phase,
Oblivious to this perfidious,
I !might gamble again like always…

Dices thrown over life,
Doth not right be strangled,
Insight of delirium fools again ,
This Winner won,
Contrived my Soul Again.

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8 March 2016.

Never fade….

So im back on the path of my misery,
Pushed by your ignorance,
It seizes,
Captivates my smile,
Hangs me down ,cries.
And i fight.

Wars that i lose,
Decisions that i never choose,
Laying down wasted,
I hate this muse…..

I know you have tasted,
Too many lips,
To remember the taste of my love,
Broke owned many hearts,
To recognize mine….

But still we play these ugly games,
You kill me with your eyes alone.
And i dont move you a bit,
You dont care if in alive,
And you are my reason to exist.

But i stay to ruin my soul,
With your lying love,
Cause you are my habit,
Cant change,
Living with your lies,
That never fade…..